Just can't decide

If you have visited lately you will wonder why it looks different almost everyday. Well I am trying to find a look I like. I have someone who is going to do a blog header for me. I just have to decide on a background. And everyone knows how indecisive I can be. So hopefully I will find one I like and stick with it.


On a different note, my godson and my niece are here for a visit. They will be here about a week. It is so great to have them here. I will be posting pictures soon.

Happy Easter

We had a wonderful Easter. We spent the day at my mom's. I am so very thankful for all the blessings I have in my life. God is so good!

There is nothing the child will not climb!

Jose and I were in the family room and Ruben was in the playroom drawing on his easel. Marissa was in there with Roo. We hear her crying and I'm thinking it's because Ruben won't let her draw. Jose gets up to check on them and then calls me in to see what she had done.



As you can see, none of this seems to bother Ruben he continues to draw. Inspiration waits for no one, apparently not even a stuck sibling.

Happy Birthday

Today is my mom's birthday. It's also a close friend's birthday.
I hope you both had a wonderful day!

I love...

-Doing Marissa's hair, even though she refuses to be still, it's so long and so pretty too.

-Listening to Ruben talk to Oso (his bear.)

-Watching the two of them play together.

-A nice cold Pepsi first thing in the morning.

-Hugs and kisses from Jose.

-Hugs and kisses from Roo and Rissa

-Jose's cooking.

-Being their mom and his wife :)

Wishing for Three

Today I went to the hospital to visit a friend who just had a baby girl. I held her and it brought back all those feelings that come when you are holding a new life. At times I do regret the decision Jose and I made after Marissa was born. I know that physically it was the best decision for us. It's just sometimes my heart longs for another child. I am so very grateful that God gave us the two we have. They have brightened up my life in a way I never thought possible. There are times though when I feel there is a missing part of our family.

I do know that God can give us another child and we are open to bringing a child into our lives. We definitely have plans to adopt when both our children are in school. I have no doubt that an adopted child will fill that void in my heart as much as a biological child would. I just wish we could adopt now. All I can do is pray and I know God will work things out in His time.

A day with Nana